Sometimes life is a rough road, and my owner manual was vague and unclear.Just know I am sharing my personal journey and tools that have worked for me. This is the road I created for me, you have yours.
This is one of many roads to discover your authenticity. I have found great freedom in assuming responsibility for my creations and my life. Like I said it is simple and not always easy.
I am sharing this in hope that if there is anyone out there has worked their butts off, and things do not seem to have changed much, you might find some insights here.
One of the most insightful and sacred moments of my life happened about 6 or 7 years ago.
I was feeling whooped, tired and longing for some peace. I had found a vial of a homeopathic remedy given to me, it was to support me through some tough stuff. I opened my mouth allowing the pills to dissolve. Shortly thereafter I experienced a conversation with God.
God began to speak to my heart talking about the thousands of His pathfinders on the earth at this time. How vital this work is for carving new pathways into the consciousness of man, and that it is hard work and great progress was being made. He also shared how so many of his pathfinders were tired and feeling defeated.Many were filtering their experiences through the lens of good/bad, right/wrong and had some serious attachments on how their journey looked. That was me!
The next few hours were a recapitualtion and exploration of some of what I had accomplished. It was wonderful to see a bigger picture, and then experience an infilling of "light" and hope.
It always amazes me how assuming a greater responsibility leads to a greater inner trust and a greater capacity to love.
I often reflect on how my life has given me so much. Yes it has been intense, so worth it and I am still digging deep to learn, to love and to forgive.
May you find some value here.