I remember a great teacher saying you have to have a purpose or passion so big it drives you to move through whatever is in front of you. I think without this piece healing can remain elusive.
I am so moved by experiencing my passion from a more authentic or clear space. Letting go of worrying about what others may think, afraid I will experience more pain, or maybe vaporize at any moment was slowing my movement.
I have been determined to not make any moves unless I feel it is Spirit driven. That state of mind has been somewhat elusive, yet when I can live from that space it is way more healing and calm. I am so happy to have moments every day of filling with a knowing Divinity is guiding me.
When I got back from Mexico this trip, it was as if I was staring down the eyes of my greatest fears. A bit timid in my approach I knew what to do. Now how to be with what I saw there was where my concerns leaked in.
Amazing how scary it was stepping deeper into the unknown of who I am. Breathing, visualizing, possibilities of outcomes; a place where trust thrives.
One of the most important motivating energies that always spurs me forward is passion. I have a few top passions, and sharing them has been like walking on Velcro at times, and yet I wouldn't change my walk in any way.
Finding myself by discovering what feeds me, energizes me and letting go of a big chunk of caring what others think, and experiencing a much kinder and wider heart space was a most unexpected outcome from this trip.
Before I left I was wondering what had happened to that magical space of expecting miracles.
I can remember a young woman who wrote a book called "Sexy, Crazy Cancer" followed wherever her heart led her and at some point her body encapsulated her tumors. I believe this is the doorway to our inner blueprint.
I am reminded of an old Chinese proverb. The greatest distance is the journey from your head to your heart.
Following and fanning my wee flame of passion, exploring and letting go, my natural curiosity has resurfaced.
I did my guided meditation to discover what the bigger teaching of this tooth thang and I saw it was shake up my confined life, and boy has it.
I am being guided on moving forward from a beautiful space and now I just have to keep putting one foot in front of the other.
I have experienced some deep healings of knowing the timing of events had to happen as they did to open these doors.
I feel blessed.